About Christopher Love, a 17th Century Christian Martyr; the following letter was written to his wife:
“July 15,
1651 [the day he expected to be executed]
From the
Tower of London
My Dearest
Beloved,
I am now
going to my long home, yet I must write thee a word before I go hence and shall
be seen no more. It is to beg thee to be comforted in my gain and not to be
troubled in thy loss. Labor to suppress thy inward fears now that thou art
under outward sorrows. As thy outward sufferings abound, let thy consolations
in Christ also abound. I know that thou art a woman of a sorrowful spirit. My
time is short; I have but few words of counsel to give thee, and then I shall
leave thee to God who careth for thee and thine.
1.
While thou
art under desertions, labor rather to strengthen and clear up thy evidences for
heaven than question them.
2.
Remember a faith of adherence or reliance on the
Lord Jesus brings thee to heaven, though thou want the faith of evidence or
assurance.
3.
Labor to find that (and more also) in God which
thou hast lost in the creature.
4.
Spend not thy days in heaviness for my death. If
there were knowledge of things below or sorrow in heaven, I should grieve to
think my beloved should mourn on earth.
5.
Lie under a soul-searching ministry. I know thou
are not a spongy hearer, sucking in foul water as well as fair. God hath given
thee a good understanding, to be able to discern things that differ. As the
mouth tastes meat, thy ear trieth words
6.
Be conversant in Christian meetings and much in
the exercises of mortification, in fasting and prayers,yet have respect to the
weakness of thy body and thy present condition.
7.
Have a care of thyself and babies. God will take
care of thee and them. I can write no more; farewell my dear, farewell,
farewell.
My dear, I beg thee to be satisfied. My heart is
greatly comforted in God. I can quietly submit to the good pleasure of His
will, and I hope thou dost so also. I am delivered by the determinate counsel
of God; the will of the Lord be done. Read for thy comfort when I am dead and
gone Jeremiah 49:11 and the beginning of 12; Isaiah 9:6-8; Psalm 146:9; 2
Corinthians 4:17-18; and Hebrews 12:6-7.”
-From A Spectacle Unto God the Life and Death of
Christopher Love by Don Kistler Soli Deo
Gloria Morgan, Pa 1994.