“A Test of Assurance
He who loves God DESIRES HIS PRESENCE.
Lovers cannot be long apart, they soon have their fainting fits, for
want of a sight of the object of their love. A soul deeply in love with
God desires the enjoyment of Him in His ordinances, in word, prayer, and
sacraments. David was ready to faint away and die when he had not a
sight of God. “My soul fainteth for God” (Psalm 84:2). Such as care not for ordinances, but say, “When will the Sabbath be over?” plainly reveal their lack of love to God.
He who loves God DOES NOT LOVE SIN. “Ye that love the Lord, hate evil” (Psalm
97:10). The love of God, and the love of sin, can no more mix together
than iron and clay. Every sin loved, strikes at the being of God; but he
who loves God, has a hatred of sin. He who would part two lovers is a
hateful person. God and the believing soul are two lovers; sin parts
between them, therefore the soul is implacably set against it. By this
try your love to God. How could Delilah say she loved Samson, when she
entertained correspondence with the Philistines, who were his mortal
He who loves God IS NOT MUCH IN LOVE WITH ANYTHING ELSE.
His love is very cool to worldly things. His love to God moves swiftly,
as the sun in the firmament; to the world it moves slowly, as the sun on
the dial. The love of the world eats out the heart of religion; it
chokes good affections, as earth puts out fire. The world was a dead
thing to Paul. “I am crucified to the world, and the world is crucified to me” (Gal.
6:14). In Paul we may see both the picture and pattern of a mortified
man. He that loves God, uses the world but chooses God. The world
engages him, but God delights and satisfies him. He says as David, “God my exceeding joy,” the gladness or cream of my joy (Psalm 43:4).
who loves God CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT HIM. Things we love we cannot be
without. A man can do without music or flowers, but not food; so a soul
deeply in love with God looks upon himself as undone without Him. “Hide not thy face from me, lest I be like them that go down into the pit” (Psalm 143:7). He says to Job, “I went mourning without the sun” (Job
30:28). I have starlight, I want the Sun of Righteousness; I enjoy not
the sweet presence of my God. Is God our chief good, and we cannot live
without Him? Alas! How do they show they have no love to God who can do
well enough without Him! Let them have corn and oil, and you shall never
hear them complain of the lack of God.
He who loves God WILL BE
AT ANY PAINS TO GET HIM. What pains the merchant takes, what hazards he
runs, to have a rich return from the Indies! Jacob loved Rachel, and he
could endure the heat by day, and the frost by night, that he might
enjoy her. A soul that loves God will take any pains for the fruition of
Him. “My soul follows hard after God” (Psalm 63:8). Love is pondus animae (Augustine).
It is the weight which sets the clock going. It is much in prayer,
weeping, fasting; it strives as in agony that he may obtain Him whom his
soul loves. Plutarch reports of the Gauls, an ancient people of France,
that after they had tasted the sweet wine of Italy, they never rested
till they had arrived at that country. He who is in love with God, never
rests till he has a part in Him. “I sought him whom my soul loveth” (Song of Sol. 3:2). How can they say they love God, who are not industrious in the use of means to obtain Him? “A slothful man hides his hand in his bosom” (Pro.
19:24). He is not in agony, but lethargy. If Christ and salvation would
drop as a ripe fig into his mouth, he would be content to have them;
but he is loath to put himself to too much trouble. Does he love his
friend, who will not undertake a journey to see him?
He who loves God PREFERS HIM BEFORE ESTATE AND LIFE.
(1) Before estate—”For whom I have suffered the loss of all things” (Phil.
3:8). Who that loves a rich jewel would not part with a flower for it?
Galeacius, marcus of Vico, parted with a fair estate to enjoy God in His
pure ordinances. When a Jesuit persuaded him to return to his popish
religion in Italy, promising him a large sum of money, he said: “Let their money perish with them who esteem all the gold in the world worth one day’s communion with Jesus Christ and his Holy Spirit.”
(2) Before life—”They loved not their lives to the death” (Rev. 12:11). Love to God carries the soul above the love of life and the fear of death.
who loves God LOVES HIS FAVORITES, THE SAINTS (I John 5:1). To love a
man for his grace and the more we see of God in him, the more we love
him that is an infallible sign of love to God. The wicked pretend to
love God, but hate and persecute His image. Does he love his prince who
abuses his statue, or tears his picture? They seem indeed to show great
reverence to saints departed; they have great reverence for Saint Paul,
and Saint Stephen, and Saint Luke; they canonize dead saints, but
persecute living saints; and do they love God? Can it be imagined that
he loves God who hates His children because they are like God? If Christ
were alive again, He would not escape a second persecution.
love God WE CANNOT BUT BE FEARFUL OF DISHONORING HIM, as the more a
child loves his father the more he is afraid to displease him, and we
weep and mourn when we have offended him. “Peter went out and wept bitterly” (Matt.
26:75). Peter might well think that Christ dearly loved him when He
took him up to the mount where He was transfigured, and showed him the
glory of heaven in a vision. That Peter should deny Christ after he had
received such signal tokens of His love, this broke his heart with
grief. “He wept bitterly.” Are our eyes dropping tears
of grief for sin against God? It is a blessed evidence of our love to
God; and such shall find mercy. “He shows mercy to thousands of them that love Him.”
Let us be lovers of God. We love our food and shall we not love Him
that gives it? All the joy we hope for in heaven is in God; and shall
not He who shall be our joy then, be our love now? It is a saying of
Augustine, Annon pana satis magna est non amare te? Is it not punishment enough Lord, not to love thee? And again, Animam meam in odia haberem. I would hate my own soul if I did not find it loving God.”
-Thomas Watson English Preacher, Author 1620-1686